Monday, February 12, 2007
Okay.... Yesterday was a horrible day it'd conclude. Practically World War Three was happening right under my roof. Was very angry, yet, lost. I couldn't do anything that'll add a "win" to the situation. Its just a sticky lose-lose situation where nobody stands to win... Probably one of the most foolish things a person can do, yet.... i didn't have a choice, i had to play along! Oh well, situations like these..... No, i wont let them defeat me, no matter how big problems appear to seem, comparing them with my God makes them look pathetically small.
Yeah, moving on.... attended a wedding ceremony from my paternal side, witnessed entire vow thingie and exchange etc, then had dinner. Food ROCKS man! And my two cousins(not jean if ur reading!!!) dunno why, in a matter of one year, since i last saw them in CNY, suddenly.... bloomed into two beautiful girls?! ROFL, or perhaps i didn't take notice in the past. Talked a little, socialise around since i rarely meet such relatives unless theres an occasion.... then hitched a ride home from somebody i dont know. =X Later he kidnap me! im so valuable!
Today... worked as usual, late as usual. After work made for home. AND OMG, theres this euro fun park, beside the pasar malam at my house!! Hougang MRT!! Its rather big scale, expected to last minimum 1 month, totally fenced up.. Got big ferris wheel etc etc~! Man, somebody company me in, i havent been into one for ages!
Somethings really piss me off bigtime, not that i get angry, perhaps... i feel empathy for them? People can tell me out of their OWN MOUTHS that their still finding their direction in life, something that fills that void. There's an offer, right in front of you blockhead! And people seem to think im a 3-year old kid at times, that cant discern your motives, that will take what you say, just because you said it? Im not so naive, not so gullible. Perhaps you think im so carefree, so.... worryless, happy life, lala land, everything going smoothly? I cant understand your plight? Haha, i laugh at that thought, but no, wrong. Dont say so much, when you know NOTHING. Past circumstances, has forced me to grown. Yes forced, perhaps to a point of maturity, in terms of mental capacity, to a entirely different level as you. So, stop when you dont understand things YET. Stop making a fool outta' yourself, stop humilitating yourself. Respect others, respect yourself.
MoKky^ »
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"When you make a vow to God, do not delay in fulfilling it. He has no pleasure in fools; fulfill your vow. It is better not to vow than to make a vow and not fulfill it." Ecclesiastes 5:4-5
I seek only to have purpose-driven joy. I stop fighting and i lay down my rights, God's will be done :)
