Sunday, April 15, 2007
Ahh.... Sat night, Xueyong and Josephlin stayed over my house... till 6 PM! Then went out with my mother till goodness knows what time, had to miss the NEE3 outing at Ti Amo due to that.... But seriously, havent really spent time with my mum for ages, busy with church... ministry..... school.....camp..... outings after outings. Feels kinda slack, just walking around following my mum aimlessly!
Talking about being slack.. i somehow feel more carefree nowadays. God have suddenly given me this period of rest :) The spartans shout AH HOO AH HOO AH HOO! I shout, hiatus hiatus hiatus! People say i changed significantly.... yeah rather true i guess. From 3 sheep to 0 sheep, from coreteam to member, waaa, time seem to be created out of nowhere! The natural reaction/obligation i have to do something when things aren't going right. I dont say something when things need correction. I dont organise events when everybody's slacking at home and not taking initiative! Now, im sitting at a back seat, while people do the job. A slackers role! Continue to observe, but i keep my observations to myself... hurmp... Wonder when will the break end, am i suppose to hope for it to end soon, or am i suppose to hope it'll continue like that for as long as possible.... Should i make the correct decision, or the best decision..... can i have the best of both worlds?
MoKky^ »
11:18 PM
Misc.
"When you make a vow to God, do not delay in fulfilling it. He has no pleasure in fools; fulfill your vow. It is better not to vow than to make a vow and not fulfill it." Ecclesiastes 5:4-5
I seek only to have purpose-driven joy. I stop fighting and i lay down my rights, God's will be done :)
