Sunday, April 08, 2007
Lets just say XueYong's knocked out on my bed and i just watched finish Click. Easter service was great, could have been better with a converted visitor and if i didn't have to cab down after waking up at 5:20 but o well. After service went PS eat... then cuppage for lan, then selegie for tauhuay...finally home at around.... 1. Yeh yeah i know the walking route doesn't make sense but i've been walking
ALOT around town nowadays....
Say.... sermon.... didn't take down notes this time round, decided to just pay attention and listen, rather than scribble some points down on paper that i probably wouldn't ever read in future. Seriously speaking.... not sure about others, but i hardly read through my sermon notes, unless i find a need, like my sheep didn't attend service.... or playing a part in sermon D during cg. Its like even if i take the effort now to flip through my past notes.... i doubt i'll learn much. A li'l question. What did you learn from the sermon last month? *flips notebook* reads * answers question* Gah, i dont want what they taught, what YOU learnt!
People Say humans are forgetful by nature thats why we write down.... so that we wont forget what we learn..... so that we wont sleep during sermon.... I've a pride issue i know "too much" that I dont wanna write..... Naaaah~! Sermons regurgitate. The essense of those sermons do at least... you probably heard the same thing over and over again so many times phrased in myriads of manners, but it eventually still boils down to.... what are you going to apply? What are you going to DO? How are you going to lead your life from there on? Not like God's going to show favour on those who painstakingly wrote long detailed legible notes -.-" I'd just like to be real to myself and do whats.... beneficial? Stop pleasing man, point taken i hope.
In fact i actually remember what was said during sermon(considering i have short term memory....) when i usually dont by this timing on previous saturdays.... And because I didn't have my hands busy writing, I was about to think through and like hey yeah.... in certain scenerios, why do I feel like the pharisee, and so-and-so feels like the woman who committed adultery. Just that Jesus was lacking in the picture to say that sentence that would make me go *silence*..... Amplifying others weaknesses doesn't make mine any smaller, perhaps i was being judgemental then, but doesn't really matter, since the most difference i can possibly make is just, a mere "
sorry"? More importantly, it wont happen AgAiN :)
Some food for thought, bored my readers i suppose, just what was on my mind when i flipped through my dilapidated sermon notebook... Friday... went to MAN(Music appreciation night by Tertiary NS guys) at 5:30. Actually didn't want to go but since they needed my laptop... and Felicia's driving, right to my lift.... so why not. Got changed, and hopped on~! Watched eragon and dreamship(CRAP show.... ) Was ok, then went to eat tauhuay, then play pool at paradiz centre..... Took a bus home~! Reached home at 1+..
And yeah.... been playing Command and Conquer 3:Tiberian Wars at home haha... Downloaded it... Darn fun, though its just campaign so far! Very hard, seriously speaking, from a "strategy gamer" like me, its hard... but i'll complete the campaign without cheating! hellya~! haha. I dont see why some people(no offence to anyone in particular) get so happy when they played some game and won by cheating. Were they cheating themselves rather? LOL.... or do you call that easily-contented.
Been over a week since i've been in my new CG NP1.... Dont ask me why, but it somehow still feels.... weird? I dont know whats weird, but its just weird haha! Thanks to some people like fel/xueping/vince that made the new group... more "home" to me? Shucks, its 6 AM. I suddenly realised that my NP camp starts on the 10, which is say, 2 days time? And speaking of camp, it means sleeping early, and waking up early, which is say MIIV. Mission impossible IV...! Its 6 AM, and i dont feel tired one bit.... DIEEE... have to start adjusting my bioclock for poly life..... That.... tormentful process of waking up after hearing the alarm clock, alarm me when i was sleeping, and dragging myself so school at the hour i usually go to sleep. OR, would poly life/people be so so attractive that i'll spring out of bed at the sound of the alarmclock and be so alert anticpating to go to school to meet people!
Well, thats all for now peeps.... time to catch another movie before my parents wake up, Smokin' Aces or Because i Said So.... Hurmp..... Have to watch and delete my movies, my HDD got full for the first time in my history of using my desktop. Downloaded like 40 GB of content in a short span of 1 week. Was actually putting my new internet speed to test... Mum got this "mio" plan thing from singtel that incorporates the hp line, house line and internet line into ONE box. Yeah, works fine, works fast! :)
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