Saturday, June 16, 2007
Wednesday thursday and friday was 3 wonderful days... simply refreshed, like the inner man in me is revived once again!
Wednesday went to crash youth camp~! First frontier. Really fortunate to be part of the crowd that night, listening to the sermon by Shirley... Never give up, to achieve the destiny, winning the schools(and polytechnics!) Dont really know what was up with me the past few weeks, wasn't in denial, wasn't what most of you think, but i just felt something wasn't happening... Dont ask me what, i dont know.
Oh and, i really miss youth :( The sight of seeing the entire congregation of passionate hyperactive christians moving upfront the stage when praise starts, seeing every hand lifted high, everyone jumping up high... wow... Sets my feet to dancing. Oh and this year's youth are like... superman? At 5 AM, the hall was still pretty much full with lively people playing sports haha.... Met many people there, and Cong was nice to leave his group and come sit with me during sermon when he saw me! And oh he uses the parker pen i gave him :) Talked loads overnight, played cards, listen music, listen people play guitar, borrowed the stage drum set, waterbomb and spent the night away!
Then friday, went expo max pavilion for supposedly planetshaker concert, which eventually turned out to be a NCC evangelistic service instead hahaha, but i enjoyed myself thoroughly during the first segment, jumped till feet suan sia... Praise part went infront, the speakers was..... *throb*throb*throb, not at my ears but at my heart. So freaking loud and zai, with that double bass drum pedal, it was like ownage! During the sermon, though i find it pretty surfacial, basic, more of the fundamentals.... I got reminded of , "receiving" grace and righteousness. Not "achieving".
Oh and i redicated this promise i made before whilst in youth. To not be discouraged or affected even if the world were to fall away into the darkness, but continue to lead my life pleasing to the sole audience. Him. Then came the story about the unclean man that nobody touches because they were afraid they would become "dirty" after contact. But Jesus on the other hand went ahead and laid hand, making the unclean, clean. Kinda like my situation right now, i want to follow in Jesus' footstep, but.... WHAT CAN I DO?.... but pray?
Its time to ask God for his FAVOUR.
And lastly, before i sleep(ah its closing 5 am.... service tmr =x ) a big thanks to all those who, perhaps worried or was concerned for me the past weeks. You know very well who you are. Thanks, whether you said it out through your mouth or kept it to yourself, i saw it through your eyes :)
MoKky^ »
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