Saturday, July 14, 2007
Been a busy week... definitely... God seems to have his way of testing me, so many problem arise, within a day. Wednesday was the day. had FOUR project meetings in a day that required alot of rushing due to deadlines, excluding CCA(oh cca was darn fun... im so enjoying lifeguards), caregroup, and most of all, influx of problems from others.
Had my OB presentation on wednesday on conflict. Went smoothly :) And after that had 4 consecutive project group meetings with different groups to do project... kewl, really taxing...
1) Loaned my friend 800 bucks... and that was from $$ i loaned from others to begin with
2) Spent 2 hours talking to a girl who broke up ... this part sucked, couldn't do anything but listen, so awkward
3) Very close friend of my, father in ICU, doctor said be prepared by sunday.
And a heck load of other problems that came at the wrong time. Perhaps a few more "me"s would help ALOT.
Thursday was basically follow-upping on those problems? And accompanied Vincent Lam to queensway to buy shoe then visit zijie/josephine at her Interdisplinery Studies booth at convention centre. Surprised that vincent actually sms-ed me saying thanks for spending time with him go shopping..... Life's like this, whenever you expect a thanks from somebody, you dont get it... But when you least expect it from somebody of the world, it comes... Perhaps christians are too lucky, and they take for granted so many things that they stopped appreciating them and showing their gratitude. For me, i feel my friends of the world are more likely to become lifelong friends, compared to churchies... though that's sterotyping, theres a bunch of expections :)
Thursday night chionged project overnight, stupid dreamweaver and website stuff, so not familiar with them anymore... they used to be my "friends" haha. Ponned SnW and Cats after that, went to do TTSH ICU.... was darn scary.... So many emo people, so many doctors and nurses(more than visitors and patients in fact)..... so high tech place, all those equipment and stuff... its more than what you see on TV man! Companied darren whole day, played poker and so many other things... tried doing so many things to keep his mind from thinking, but deep inside, i was simply praying a simple prayer. a prayer for a miracle.... Though facts are there, 99% gone is just nicely saying 100%, i refuse to give up though.... rebellious me just wont accept facts untill it really happens... How i'd like to see Jesus take up my challenge and show me through actions, believe in wonders and miracles, not human logic and facts.
After that went to chomp chomp for project, then coffee beans for its internet... haha, i finished one entire sugarcane cup on my own!
Then durian and pool and lan at searangoon with Walmond... Ouch, ONE DURIAN cost us close to 40 bucks.... -.-"" We were pretty shocked cause we were full and just told the person, one will do.... that one, was 3 KG... =X Super big, biggest i've ever eaten in months, years perhaps(thai excluded)
And, i should seriously stop spending, im into alot of debts.... so perhaps those who own me money can pay me back so i can pay back those i owe too!! And tata, gotta wake up in 4 hours time for CIP.... ten tons at toa payoh!
MoKky^ is tired.. dead tired... shoulder still aches from lifeguard training...
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