Monday, August 20, 2007
What a beautiful morning... I didn't sleep yet.
It was around 5 AM when i decided to go back to my old old old house's market for breakfast and to tapao for my mother. I simply love the man1 jiang1 gui4 there! Grabbed my nautica sweater cause i was lazy to change and my laptop coz i was studying before i left house so i brought to continue studying~
Bought 5 pieces of mun jiang gui i said in hokkien "go eh man jiang gui ge liao" And i ordered tauhuay drink "tauhuay zi pua, leng eh~" haha... The lady there still recognises me after 6 years :) Studied my bstats(ahh how fun -.-") while having breakfast, then brougth home the remainder 2 pieces for my mother!
Around the vicinity... saw many people heading for school... SRJCians... zhonghua... stgabriels(WOO!) chji, montfort, hihs etc~ All sorts of guys and girls, going in all direction, early in the morning, still dreamy and in their dazed state. The usual scenerio of people tuggin their school bag, shirts tucked, white shoes etc... Then i realised... i used to dread going to school... now i miss school...
Most importantly, i so miss youth... NED :(As i left there to head home on bus 72... i was thinking... still thinking about msn conversations i held through the night whilst studying... Then i looked up in the sky and saw something... so beautiful.... its like a white scar in the dark blue skies~ I dont know how to describe it, but its the first time i've seen such a weird sky, those that know me, would know i always look at the sky, especially dawn/dusk, or the moon haha... It was 6+, the entire sky was that usual gloomy bluish, except for that diagonally scar shaped white sky. I stoned on the overhead bridge for like ten minutes?(i didn't bring my watch and handphone out, i realised...two of my essentials) Might be just ten minutes, but its actually very long, for somebody to stop in his track on the way to the bustop, and just stare that the sky holding a bag of man jiang gui and his laptop.
Peace. Calmness. Serenity... What a small portion of the sky brings, a beautiful creation of God~ During that ten minutes all the thinking and studying i had been doing just seemed to faded away. Then i had this beautiful vision in my mind.... How wonderful it'd be to see, or rather, be with the entire NP group, congregate and praise God's name under the morning sky in the open, at 6 sharp, at dawn! Which of you have ever woke up at dawn to spent QT, praise or worship, despite all tiredness?(either havent sleep yet or just woke up). But Jesus got up BEFORE dawn, to pray for our sake. Or do such things only exist during camp morning devotions... Or during last night of camp when people start taking up their guitar, merely to past time?
Oh well, that's my thoughts, a beautiful morning for me to sleep~! YAY
MoKky^ »
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"When you make a vow to God, do not delay in fulfilling it. He has no pleasure in fools; fulfill your vow. It is better not to vow than to make a vow and not fulfill it." Ecclesiastes 5:4-5
I seek only to have purpose-driven joy. I stop fighting and i lay down my rights, God's will be done :)
