Sunday, October 14, 2007
I always took you as a man of your word, somebody who does what he says. I believed in you as a person of charactor and trust... The times we went through thick and thin together, i already assumed that we both have the same faith, and we both will reach the end of the race victoriously? Saturday service during free worship, it was literally "all the things she(you) said, all the things she(you) said.. running through my head, running through my head".... Where are you doing right now? Where are you right now? The times, months, we spent together studying, having fun joy laughter, wasn't it just the start of something bigger? The covenants we said together, the words of faith spilling out of your mouth. The uncountable prayers you led, the encouragement you gave. The conviction you held when sharing to a non-believer, the joy you felt when somebody converted? Was it all a facade or were they geniune, i hope its the latter... I hope what im seeing is just a dream. Don't you hear the father's cry? He wants you by his side, close to him, his arms are open wide, don't you know? Take a moment away from your busied lifestyles and pause for a moment to think... How i wish everything im seeing and hearing right now is just a bad dream, and i'll wake up from it and everything's back to normal. Won't you pick yourself up, for your own sake? Wake up, for your own sake?
And goodness sake dont shrug your shoulders after reading this post and tell yourself my intended audience isn't you, and just get back to your routined life. If its you im talking to, YOU. Im sure you know whether its you or not... just dont deny yourself. I say this because i care, simple enough reason as that, i care, i care, i care.
MoKky^ »
8:58 PM
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"When you make a vow to God, do not delay in fulfilling it. He has no pleasure in fools; fulfill your vow. It is better not to vow than to make a vow and not fulfill it." Ecclesiastes 5:4-5
I seek only to have purpose-driven joy. I stop fighting and i lay down my rights, God's will be done :)