Friday, November 30, 2007
Oh, and so i haven't blogged for ages... haha.... Man, tuesday makan with walz and stephen was great, at kuishinbo... food was fabulous haah, ate like crazy, laughed alot, nearly want to vomit cause was dam full yet i couldn't stop laughing!
And crap, i've school at 8 tmr, not sure whether to sleep or stay wake. Can't afford to pontang anymore IS else i'll be debarred... Already ponned LOADs of lectures/tutorials past month, sucks to the max... have to kick my habit of procrastinating.. it really kills... each time i wake up after my alarm, my mind says "10 more minute", then it becomes an hour, then i pon school cause no point going anymore :(
Projects doing smoothly BY MYSELF. Been doing loads myself, been thrown to a bimbo group. Basically, bimbo actually means pretty yet stupid for those who use bimbo without knowing its meaning. So, presentation went well, wrote a script for all my team members who don't even know what their reading. Somehow it impressed the teacher cause i answered all the on-the-spot question well, and the team members read the script well enough to convince the teacher "they know their stuff". ANd what crap, i hate it when the supposedly group leader acts idiotic and bosses me around(which i didn't and received ablack face). I marked her a freaking F for her peer apprasial. Probably gunna meet the tutor for a explanation soon but heck, im being truthful, she did NOTHING, though i'd say im showing favouritism to the other... good-natured teammates.
Been fairing well in school SO FAR. I predict tedious mugging within the coming week though, im doing VERY badly at the current rate, alot of things to catch up on. All the test i've aced were POA or BCA, my good topics, just happens that the other 3 modules have no minor tests, so i'll get screwed during commontest unless i do something, which i plan to later in the afternoon. Hopefully. that is.
K actually im just sheer bored. Been alone at home for the past, and anticipated coming week... everybody's not at home and it feels weird not seeing real people. Ah, i don't know how to blog, here's a poem i wrote for my IAC class that scored me an A, that got my tutor to submit to the module leader despite some parts with ridiculous sentence structure/meaning. I don't even know whether some of the words existed, i just scribbled on. Afterall, bear in mind its written within 30 minutes, in a noisy class, under the dead-line pressure. Oh, its about social concerns: disadvantaged women, and it sure IS tough writing as though im a woman. Comments pleeeease? my tagboard's dead
Abused Women
A dark and lonely night I lived
Sad love story from my true love’s kiss
Not long ago have I believed
My beloved husband I really missed
With each night of damnation
I cry, I weep, I couldn’t sleep
Your presence is of suffocation
Our future so truly bleak
Vows we said on our wedding day
Each formed our matrimony
We all agreed; come what may
On this day of holy
Back to reality where we all stand
Abuse, dishonesty and lies to end
I hope our lives we‘ll agree to bend
Trust, faith to comprehend
I hope our lives will soon to mend
Standing in the society
Jobs come and go each passing day
Every morning, I try to be gay
Different standings I try to play
I voiced; but can’t come out to say
Standings in the society I can’t relate
Unfair; prejudice I don’t berate
Women in the society will stand and fight
Hear us roar parry our might
Prostitution
Emotional, physical abused I’ve suffered
Many years the thoughts have lingered
My life so peaceful now being shuffled
Beasts come into my life and mingled
The window I looked out in disarray
Hope diminished; future all recede
My lord of master to obey;
Extinguished; my hope to seed
Little money have I received
I was lied to; tricked to believe
My prayer gone to the devil’s wish
All gone to with just a swish
My years of youth all gone to pain
With troubles I’m certain to await
And if I die before I wake
I pray the Lord my soul to take
MoKky^ »
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